when did it all go wrong for you?
2009 everything went to shit.
2015 everything is getting right.
Life is good's life's.
i don't know it never was "right" maybe too early
Well I realized in first year high school (1993-1994) I was severely socially defective and in 1999-2000 I realized I wouldn't be able to function in society at all so I dropped out of highschool. Since then I've been sitting behind pc.
2009. Had a brief rebound in 2012, then the hugest plunge downward since then. Tried to kill myself last week and now i'm on crazy pills :DDD
when I started listening to metal
I wasted my teen years trying to be edgy and not caring about my looks
I'm still recovering, but the youth is over
Not even kidding and yes, I am old.
CRAWLING IN MY SKIIIIIIN
WAKE ME UP
WAKE ME UP INSIDE
CAN'T WAKE UP
Did you create a threda here? Which method did you use?
2008-2009. 2007 was the last really good year.
first big step was 1997
next was 2001
then 2003, then finally 2005 was when the full on shit-slide started in earnest.
I nearly got off the ride early 2006 and in 2008, but didn't.
And now I'm fucked.
No I didn't. I jumped off a bridge. One of my friends saw me after I darted out of the bar and followed me and dragged me out of the river and called the police and I woke up in the emergency room and lied my way out of having to stay in the psych ward.
2007 was the year I completely lost it, ruined my life, lost the girl of my dreams, dropped the degree I'd wanted to study, and which I had studied... everything. fuck 2007.
since the 2010s started
> having friends
> carousing in bars
Why would you want to sudoku then?
I haven't realised what a loser I am until end of highschool, so 2008/09.
Then the beginning of uni got me kind of good, I met lots of people and wnet out and stuff.
But eventually people started to dissappear from my life and from 2012 I feel I'm in a constant state of nothingness.
don't. (I dunno if they'd have you on SSRIs or antipsychotics or both, but srsly, don't take them if you actually want to get your life in order)
When I was about 11. But my fate was probably decided the day I was born.
The night I forgot my condom while I was on vacation to the depths of your mum's fat pussy
Yeah, antipsychotics. I am a wreck in general and it's nice to be sedated without spending hundreds of dollars on opiates, but the no emotions thing is getting to me.